Sunday, June 1, 200811:47 PM Hey there! It's been a while, and though there's a lot to catch you up on, I'm not going to type it all because I'd be here forever.

So let's get started =].

DC was cool, not the best but it was ok, my parents want to go again this summer w/ me but I don't want to.

I've moved on from J and rocker guy to my new current crush who we'll call e. If you don't know about J or rocker guy, look in some of my older posts =].

Anyway, I have a really good feeling about e. I started liking him in DC (idk it was weird because I never really talked to him, like we were friends, but we weren't that close), anyway, I tell his bestfriend (bad idea, because this guy is like a jerk. But cool. Like I'm his friend, but sometimes he's annoying) so anyway he was good at keeping it a secret.

Until friday.

He decided to announce it to the whole bus ( we were on the bus home from school and e was on the bus) that I liked him. It wasn't a big deal really, just unexpected. I don't really know what e was thinking, like he wasn't shocked or anything, and he didn't seem disgusted so it was all good. Anyway, later that day we had our graduation dance and at the dance e's best friend was like "the answer was no" and I was like "well I didn't ask him anything", but I knew what he meant. So I was all sad, but then e asked me to dance. You should've seen the look on my face. It was priceless. I was confused and shocked and i couldn't say anything so my bestfriend was like "just say yes" and I did, and it was fun =]. Later him and I went out with a couple other people for pizza. Nothing really happened.

Now, yesterday I went to the park with a couple of friends and he and his friends were there too. Like at first we weren't really hanging out or anything, but then I decided to go by him because they were doing skateboard tricks and it looked cool so I was just watching with my friend. By that time he already knew I liked him, but like i wasn't making a big deal of it, because that would've made it worst. So I'm just sitting there watching and talking to my friend when all the sudden she just stops talking. I'm like "what is it?" and she says "nothing just e keeps looking at you" and then I'm like oh :].

After she said that I started noticing it too, like we'd catch eachothers eye for like second then look away, and I also noticed that like when I started talking about something he'd either laugh, or start talking about it too, but he wouldn't like look at me when he did it.

Later on, I had to go, but before I did I asked my friend who was still there to ask him if he liked me or not, and she was like sure. So then she calls me later and was like "well I asked him and he turned a little red and like turned away from me and he said maybe". I was like finally I'm getting somewhere!


So what do you think? Does he really like me and is just using his "maybe" as a coverup, or do you think he's really undecided because his bestfriend did say that he said no before.

P.S. - e and I were supposed to hangout today, but I came like really late and he wasn't there and he doesn't have a cell, so I couldn't call him to see what was up. I'm not sure if he came and left, or if he didn't show at all. When I called his house they said he wasn't there so, I'm really confused. I'm probably just going to apologize tomorrow or something =]

P.P.S.
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And that's it. I know there was other stuff going on in this whole month, but that's all I can think about at the moment. I know it's a really long post and kudos to anyone who actually read the whole thing :].

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