Gatherings
Sunday, April 27, 20083:34 PM
So there hasn't been much to blog about..I got my zune lastweek. It's pretty sweet. Only problem is that i don't like having to press down on the buttons, and it's like holding a mini brick sometimes. But who cares, it's free =]
Yesterday I went to this persons house for like a party with some friends, and it was really fun. It was like the first time I'd been out in public with like people I only saw in school sometimes. At first it was kind of boring, because all the guys were playing video games, but then it started to get a little better.
Anywayy, J was @ the party (if ya don't know who J is, refer to last post kthnx =]). I didn't really talk to him (geez Im such a wuss. If u knew me in rl, you wouldn't understand how i couldnot talk 2 him), but we did sorta hang out. Like he came over by my friends and I and like we were talking about how he was mexican (random ik). J probably thinks im a spaz though because he had this little toy gun thing(we were outside in the party hoster guy's garage), and like when you press the button that makes it shoot stuff, it makes like this noise. Well he kept doing it right next to me when i wasn't paying attention and like id do this stupid reaction thing where my hands flail out and i hit the gun (which really hurt), and he was just laughing the whole time.
I'm just a little mad because everytime I was with my friends I'd sorta start moving towards where he was w/ his other friends. Long story short, my bestfriend kept doing this giggly thing and then id realize what i was doing and like backoff. I swear to god i should have told her to gtfa(get the fuck away), but it was kinda funny and I didn't really mind. I still think it's weird to like guy you don't really know. And even if he did know, he probably wouldn't return the favor because that's how it is with guys and me.
Atleast now he kinda knows who I am, spaz or not :]
I'm more of their super cool friend that's a girl then the super cool girl they want to be more than friends with. Sounds like it's time to start breaking some of these friend barriers :p
A few fun facts I learned @ the party were:
- this guy we'll call me M still likes my friend who he went out with last summer,but she likes this other guy now
- my words make people angry even if I don't know it
- sometimes you need to just talk to someone.
- smoking pretzels is the new high
- i hate crybabies
Labels: cool, crush, facts, friends, gathering, he, him, J, kthnx, lastweek, like, mexican, outside, party, super, wuss, zune
You Make It You
Thursday, April 10, 20087:32 PM
Well this has been one crazazy week.You know how I was talking about winning a zune from Smartest Human (a.k.a. Braindonkey).
Turns out I won. They sent me the tracking number for it today! The only problem is I used a fake name (but correct address) for the contest because I never really thought I'd win.I just hope it doesn't show up when I'm at school or practice, because it'd suck if my parents denied the package because of the name.
Now for the bad.
This other guy, one of my best guy friends who've I've been crushing on since like 6th grade, I finally thought we were getting somewhere. Then yesterday I find out from him that he asked this girl out the day before and she said yes. I'm not going to say I was devastated, just a little...crushed. I mean, things had been looking very promising.
Today was just rotten, our game got canceled due to rain and my pants + shirt got soaked so I had to change, people at school we're being super annoying, and to top it all off, I had to go home early because the nurse thought I had pink eye.
Ok, my rants done. So how was your week/day been? I'm sure it's been better than mine.
Another question for you guys, I met this guy we'll call him J, anyway I haven't really met him in like person, but I've seen him, he's friends with rocker guy(if you don't know about rocker guy, please refer to previous posts kthnx), and I've talked to him on the phone once. Anyway, my point is, would it be bad to comment him on his myspace page? I added him a while ago, but we don't really talk, but I want to be friends with him and I don't want it to seem weird for him to get some random comment from this girl he hasn't really talked to before.
Labels: bad, better, braindonkey, crush, devasted, Eye, Girl, myspace, pink, question, rain, rocker guy, rotten, school, smartest human, weird, won, yesterday, zune
knock that pitcher on the grass
Saturday, April 5, 20083:17 PM
We don't play with barbie dolls (2 times)
we just play with bats and balls (2 times)
we dont wear no mini skirt (2 times)
we just wear pants and t-shirts (2 times)
we dont drink no lemonade (2 times)
we just drink our powerade (2 times)
so if I were you, I'd scoot your booty back (3 times)
but I'm not you so I'd stay where your at (3 times)
So I've never played on softball team before. We had tryouts a couple days ago, and on the first day I pretty much sucked. Then the second day rolled around, and I did better. The guess what? I made the team. Total shocker. I didn't even know the difference between a line drive and a grounder. I know everyone was surprised because I was totally new to it, and everyone else who made the team had been playing for like years.
I guess I have a hidden talent.
Anyway, today I got my school uniform. I might post pics later, but the polo which is a YOUTH LARGE is still too big for me, and the skirts are hideous. I mean, when I shadowed there, all the freshmen had these really cute skirts. But now we have these ugly ones, and like they're the same as the sophomore skirts so we've gotta wear the same skirt for like 2 years. Not cool.
That's all for now I guess. Hey, a quick question: I've been using one of my friends old gloves for a while now, and I want to get my own. How do I know what size to get? Also, is it ok to use soccer cleats for softball? I know they don't have the front spike, but I just want to know.
It's so weird that like in all of my posts I'm always asking a question...
Labels: anyway, cheerleading, glove, good, guess, hey, hidden, inexperienced, question, quick, really, softball, solo, spike, sucked, surprised, talent, team, years
Affie!
Tuesday, April 1, 20089:59 PM
Got a new affie today!Go and visit her site =]
btw:
still looking for convo tips/ what to do with my rocker guy dilemma
Labels: =], affie, helter skelter, site, visit
F double O L =]
6:57 AM
Heyy there! It's april fool's day! I know like it's one of the less popular holidays, but I'm totally getting into it today. Every one around me usually sees me being angry and awkward, so today I'm going to be happy and normal. Lol I'm so badd.No not really, actually that's a lame idea when you think about :x. Moving on.
So if any of you are return viewers, then you'll remember my obsession with this rocker guy, if you're new, then now you know I had an obssession with this rocker guy. I totally liked him, but he didn't return the favor so I gave up.
Well, yesterday one of my friends IM'ed me and they were like _______ want's to talk to you, which was strange cause I never talk to him. So I'm like ok, and then I ask, "about what" and like he was like idk just make conversation.
It was the lamest conversation I ever had. I didn't know what to say and stuff, but we talked about things, mostly music and other stuff. Eitherway, I was still surprised he wanted to talk to me even though I had almost nothing to say. It probably ment nothing and he was bored, but I overanalyze everything so my brain tells me this most be some possibility of something.
Anyway, my question is, what are some good convo starters? He's only in my spanish and homec class so I can't really ask about homework, and he's cool friends with my other friends, he's got a band that's ok, and he's type of music is like heavy metal while I listen to whatever's on bet and mtv.
Hmm...maybe opposites do attract ;
Labels: 1st, :x, ;o, aim, april, awkward, conversation, fools, friend, lameass, like, me, moving, music, rocker, strange, talk, weird, what, yesterday